I'm going to die of stress XD

hey I hope I can write this blog and another why I've had a shitty September so yeah wow well this damn stress is killing me again now the side of my hip is paying for it very badly I don't cut myself I just scratch until it hurts previous Mind you, I did it to my foot and my stupid gallbladder is also responsible for it because I have a stone :) I'm repressing all my filth because I can't get it out anywhere except by scratching and pulling out my hair hahaha but hey my mom said I have to live like an adult right?