Public diary

There's this person in my school with undyed roots (litterally horrible orange hair that was pink) and they continue to talk shit about me AND even post stuff on their tiktok saying "rating things my ex has done" which half of them i dont even remember and the other half aren't even true. I am a better person than I was before and I'm so glad I'm out of my cringe phases but  its really frustrating that he genuinely cant move on past some things and continues to talk about me like I'm some kind of key role in his life. Don't make me pull out your tommyinit/Wilbur soot phase.There's no way I'm that important to your master plan bud. my only way of trying to fix the situation was by talking to him and he (in a nutshell) told me "buy me something I like, then we will be neutral."  I feel like if you can be bought back, you didn't hate me that much in the first place.(Js my thoughts tho)

Another thing, he says he wants nothing to do with me but it seems like he always has SOMETHING to say. I joined his discord server (I had no idea it was his untill a day before I was kicked out of it) and apparently EVERYONE knew it was me 🤩. He had people insulting me almost anytime I talked (he didn't make them insult me but he said some stuff about me that made them hate me A LOT apparently) 

I'm not sure he's worth that much effort to try and "please" him. and I'm not gonna get him something if I don't know he will like it. I'm trying my best to get him to just be okay with existing in the same space and maybe talking once in awhile. Ik I was a pretty messed up person and I'll take accountability for the things I've done wrong but it's difficult whenever he won't own up the shit he did too. I don't like having drama or anything so I'm praying he won't see this✊