$$$$$$$$ (i wish i had it)

recently, i have been having issues with money...though im not able to get a job yet :,[

but then! i had a revelation!

couldnt i just...start commissions? and make a job outta that?

but then i was like: wait! my parents control all my funds! so i thought maybe google play giftcards..? but thats unreliable! and i cant evn use that 4 food or nothin! so like...

and im not evn confident enough in the 1st place to do commissions! nor do i have like..any platform! anywhere! at alll!!!!! so im like...AUGH?? what to doooooo!!!! i cant keep mooching off of friends and extended family :/ and i need some way 2 support my mom n dad, like, i have more money in my account than my mom does! and she works all the time!

sob sob...