is this a universal trans thing or no?

does anyone ever just absolutely stare themselves down before a shower to pick out the minor things that just make you utterly hate yourself even more bcs you don't look the way you want to bcs you have to live with the dissatisfaction of not being able to look how you aim to? No? Just me?

well lemme say something;

it will get better. I promise you that. Just don't delve too deep into it, okay? If you need to talk, I'm here. <3