yapping while i rewatch iasip

i should be getting ready to go to bed but im feeling kinda anxious and i dont feel like sleeping at all... sundays are so fucking depressing, i dont want to start another week! last week i said that i was going to get my shit together, but here i am again, saying that i will get my shit together fr next week! i feel like im going insane. 

also, i was texting the girl i like last week, we were having a normal conversation and then i asked her if she wanted to drink coffee with me and she stopped responding to my texts right after i asked her that... and i know im not being paranoid and that she completely ignored me, cause she continued talking on other groupchats that we share with other classmates.. and im going to have to see her tomorrow at university, and im too embarrassed to talk to her acting normal while i know that she knows abt my pathetic feelings,, uggghhhhh, i already know im going to act all awkward around her and im NOT ready to face it.. anyways, im going to talk abt my stupid boring life another day, night night 

ps: i love iasip, its such a silly show, charlie kelly i love youuuuuuu