GOD DAMN

I'm sick.. as fuck.. But in a different way this time, because, although I'm always sick as fuck, this time I am actually sick. Ughhhrhhgh. 

I've had a migraine for four days. Starts out okay early on, then slowly gets worse. This morning I woke up DRENCHED in sweat. I don't know if I'm fighting something off or it's just hormones or WHAT, but it's driving me crazy. And my dreams are getting crazy too. I died. I dreamed I was watching an airplane POV broadcast of nuclear bombs dropping all over the country, because the world was ending, as it often does in my dreams. Eventually a bomb dropped directly over my head, it was blindingly white for a second, and then it all went black. It was painless, and kind of peaceful. And then, I woke up in a vast stretching field. There were mountains in the distance and shit, and it was downright glorious. This guy I watch on YouTube, Dave bull, a softspoken wood-block print maker, was there too as the shepherd of the dead. The first thing I did, after jumping around and hollering about how there was an afterlife after all, was run to him and ask him if he could turn me into a dragon. That's the first thing I'd ask if there was a heaven, and it's been a plan since I was like eight. He said no, but I didn't really care because I was in heaven. 

Then, the dream turned into hazbin hotel. It was a slow process. Over time the nature was getting replaced with horribly colored and eye-scorchingly complicated buildings. And the characters started to take over too. Popping up in random places and infesting everything. It was terrible!!!! sorry to anyone reading this who's a fan. You're probably a chill person. I don't judge people based on their interests, and I'm really happy you can find enjoyment in that show where I can't. But that won't stop me from dogging on it in my own house HAHAHA

I really, really, really, dislike hazbin hotel. But it's a love-hate relationship. I hate-watched it with my best friend. I hate-watched helluva boss with my best friend too. We've probably rewatched that show more than most fans. It's what we default to when we're bored, lol. I think we're both actually invested in the plot now, because of how many problems it has. 

Anyways. Good morning