claus

I would like to see you again, I recently realized how much I miss you, and it is so strange to do it because I know you don't miss me, and I deserve it, but still, I have some hope that you think of me as I think of you, you really don't know how much I need to hug you, to tell you that I love you once again, to let me feel that you loved me. It makes me so sentimental to think about you, about everything we spent together, about what we could have been and weren't but how much it still costs us to separate completely, somehow I know you miss me, but I can't understand, if you miss me, shouldn't you look for me? because you definitely don't, or maybe it's a way to avoid me completely, and even knowing that, I wish I could tell you how much I need a hug from you, how much I would like to lay my head on your chest, sleep by your side one last time, and close this cycle, that I really feel sorry for missing you so much.

I listen to the song you made, and you sound so familiar, it sounds like us, and maybe it's just a hunch, but that's how I feel, what more would I want that time to come back, that moment where you hugged me, you took care of me, I miss you so much and I never wanted to admit it, and now that I see it I can't turn back time, and, maybe our time is not over? Why are we still here? One in the life of the other, as if it still hurts so much to be separated, please tell me that I'm not the only one who feels it, please tell me that you miss me too, please tell me that you love me one last time, please.