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˚✧₊⁎ The ULTIMATE Despair⁎⁺˳✧༚

September 21, 2024

What's smth every girl looks forward to? HOMECOMING. And my parents won't let me go! Don't get me wrong, I've got good grades and I haven't been misbehaving but they insist on thinking it isn't safe (Or so they told me..) The crazy thing is, I literally went last year on a friend date w/ my boy best friend. No offense but he doesn't look like he can protect me in the slightest...(Not like any of them met him before entrusting my life w/ him tho but that's TOTALLY safe) 


If my mother really cared abt my safety like how she insisted she did then not only would she have no changed up the reason every 2 seconds, but she also would've been willing to hear me out on it. We've got a safe emoji, she has my location, there will be resource officers and cops, plus all teachers are required to attend. I'm ngl I js think she's lying abt being worried abt my safety. She even went as far as to blame it on my mentality which made literally no sense considering I haven't even been impulsive or reckless lately. And then tell me why after the whole argument thing she's gonna be the one too start acting distant w/ me


The other day, I was on the phone w/ my grandma and I cried for 2 hrs! My grandma got my dad on the phone and he told me I was being overdramatic and said "We can't always have the things we want in life". It's pretty weird considering I didn't rlly want to go on that 'date' with him. My mom has some weird favoritism towards him and she must've even put in a good word for the boy for him to let me go. I have no clue why, but she seems to have some weird favoritism with him because she thinks he's a sweet boy (Yeah, because a sweet boy should definitely have a yandere fetish and romanticize mental illnesses, I told her abt it, and she made it seem like I was js being bitter because me and one of my exes had broken up at the time and not once did she agree w/ me on how it was weird. Instead, she defended him and made it seem like I needed to apologize and was in the wrong) 


He's currently homeschooled and I KNOW it's not fair for me to not be able to go to hoco because HIS parents chose for him to not attend this school year. But my laptop's abt to die and I honestly do NOT feel like plugging it in rn lmao + I'm also too lazy to go back and add any emoticons so enjoy my text wall


 ˚✧₊⁎My Schedule-- subject to change ofc!⁎⁺˳✧༚

5:15-6:00-- I wake up and start my morning routine, and by 6:00, I'm alr on the bus heading 2 school 

6:15- 2:40-- I'm on the bus/ at school and will be MIA

3:45-4:00: I'm officially @ home 

 ˚✧₊⁎Afterschool planning-- subject to change⁎⁺˳✧༚

MOST of the time, I end up coming home and playing a game or sleeping...and perhaps idly being on c.ai. and as of now, I don't participate in any afterschool activities like clubs or sports. But then again, my school has this writing club I might join. I am completely drained and totes exhausted by the time school ends so what's the point yk?

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