without it (poetry)

if only I would have been given the choice to be able to hear or not when I was born I think I would have preferred to be deaf you tell me that being deaf is not fun but for me it would have been I heard horrible things in my life you don't even want to know it leads me to many depressions I am the ears of the walls but I never said anything I am the ears of the walls and it makes it difficult to sleep for a long time...