random intro thingy + half assed dni list

so yeah a little more about me where i can write freely

you can call me rat or vesper

im turning 21 in a few weeks. i have not been officially diagnosed and likely never will but im 99% sure im autistic. my identity changes a lot due to my interests forcing me to surrender my soul to them like every other month. i am not a scene girl, although part of me wants to be, it's just too much work and the colors give me headaches so i settle for girl who wears black hoodies and sweatpants. im a furry and therian although i don't really identify with those labels anymore if that makes sense, i just don't really outwardly talk about it.

i feel like it's obvi but i am lgbtq+ so yall are safe with me, unkindly fuck off if you're a bigot. 

speaking of fucking off, here's a short list of people i find annoying (essentially a dni list)
- racists, transphobes, homophobes, xenophobes, zionists, kid likers, animal fuckers, people who make SA and SH jokes

so ig "basic criteria" any reasonable person would list,, uhhh

more random facts !!!!!!

im ginger, aka the whitest person in my bloodline. i turn to ash under the sun. my sense of humor is broken. i have horrible apathy issues, it's very hard for me to care about people which makes me look like an asshole so i don't usually vocalize that i just kinda disappear until i care again. i love animals, so much more than humans. nature is beautiful, i wish we didn't need technology. i drew my pfp, it's my current ponysona :3. im agnostic and i don't shame religion, just don't use it as an excuse to be a dick.

, i may remake my dni list later so it's cooler and easier to read but who knows