Why do I feel like a twink?

I’m not even a guy or like transmasc and I feel like a twink. The thought of someone calling me a twink just gives me a lot of gender euphoria. I know people would side eye me calling myself a twink since I’m non-binary and I’m perceived as a girl that uses she/they pronouns but the term makes me feel really queer inside and I love it. I even check all the boxes (sorta). I’m young (16), really young looking, I’m not really hairy, and I’m slim (well, slim thick but that doesn’t matter). Idk it just makes me feel very cut and cunty. Also sometimes I feel like in another life I would be a feminine gay guy so…🤷🏽‍♀️