ttyl

I'm gonna be taking about some... not so fun things in here. 

If you can't handle mentions of s##cide, then please leave now. 

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Sometimes I think about killing myself. Who doesn't every now and then?

It's just, sometimes I feel like life would be better without me.

Like if I wasn't here, I wouldn't hold no one back. 

I don't know how I would do it yet (I'm not doing it btw), but I'd probably prefer something quiet and easy.

Probably like jumping off a bridge. 

I don't want my family to find my dead body

Because imagining finding your son with every single bone in his body broken, or his face blown off

Sorry for getting descriptive there

I also don't want them to think it was their fault

I want them to know it was for reasons out of their control

To end on a positive note, I don't plan on ending it anytime soon

Sometimes I feel worthless, but that's just part of life

I'm not gonna feel like that forever, so I shouldn't end it because of something temporary

I'm doing alright

-Tele