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lol how am i supposed to vent without doxxing myself

i had jury duty today (!) which basically meant sitting around in a room for two hours and eventually being dismissed, i still am unsure whether part of me wanted to get selected... it could have been interesting, but I would've missed two or more days of work.

i also went for a run for the first time in ages today-- i've always been very athletic but also generally hated running, and whenever i'm really not doing well i convince myself to go for a run. it's like the only time i want to run is when i'm having the worst time ever.

my bf and i are planning a trip to japan in november, which still doesn't feel entirely real, and i'm trying not to jinx it. the last time i tried to leave the country, it happened to be the day of the united pilots' strike and my flight got cancelled.

i'm also in the process of applying to law schools (aaah) which also doesn't feel real yet... currently working on my personal statement, and then several alternate personal statements to submit to different schools because everyone seems to have slightly different requirements.

things have been pretty good, all in all. feeling completely overwhelmed like half the time, but that's life ig.

ttyl