Growing up is getting scary

Honestly I thought growing up and fending for myself was gonna be fun. But of course as it goes this is not the case. With each birthday it gets more and more serious and I'm supposed to know what to do with my life moving forward, but to be honest I don't. I'm still in the mind frame of having fun and learning. But, I'm coming to the end of both and to be honest I'm scared. Most people are right? All I know is a lot is going to change, I'm just gonna take it day by day. 

(I know nobody cares, I just like blogging my thoughts XD)