MacBook update

Well, my brother was able to help me with my MacBook. I had issues with logging in. We had it reset and I’m setting it up right now.

I went to school today. I’ve fallen behind on my work. I need to work on my general psychology class tonight, so that’s what I’m going to do when my laptop is running.

Last night was miserable all around, and my dad and I were having issues with that FASFA site. We came up with a plan where he was to go to my community college in the morning for help. I’d receive a phone call if they needed my assistance.

At nearly nine o’clock, I received a phone call from ‘em. I was still half-asleep. My mouth was raspy and my big water bottle was only ice now. I thought they were asking for my FASFA login so I blurted out my password numerous times. It wouldn’t work. I sent my dad my password. Then I realized it was the school login they needed. That was fixed up. So I won’t be kicked out of community college.

I’m taking a CNA class, a general psychology class, and a human anatomy’s class, and in October, I’ll be taking an algebra class. I plan on working after my CNA class, so I’ll have to take the state exam. My brain is so simple-minded. I hope it can catch up in the real world.

What I really want to do as a CNA is work in a psych ward or a group home, ideally the latter. I was in a psych ward for two weeks last Spring, and I knew right then I wanted to one day work in a similar setting. I also want to take a traveling job. I had no idea nursing assistants could travel like nurses and doctors can until my mother told me a few weeks ago.

I’m so excited. I want to be in health care for many reasons! I want to help others. I want everything to go as planned. I don’t want to waste my life don’t nothing. Also… I’m so looking forward to getting a job where you don’t have to deal with money. I definitely have dyscalculia which is problems with math. I can’t count money.

I got my first job a year ago in Dairy Queen. Not going to talk too much about that. It’s in the past. But my autism and dyscalculia caused issues in my work ethics… And my own lack of self-discipline made things worse. They just had me on cleaning duty, giving me the minimum amount of money. The damage had already been done by the time I became more initiative. There was no improving my work experience. No getting away from cleaning. I was spoken to in a punchable high-pitched baby voice by my manager. So I quit that job. Kind of regret it, but also don’t.

Now I know what not to do when you get a job. 🤦‍♀️ There’s no way I’ll act the way I did with my old job with my future jobs. I gotta improve my grammar and communication skills because it’s RUINING ME. I can’t express anything. I feel so hindered. Idk why I’m like this. I hope to put it aside.