Poems as of late!!

TRIGGER WARNING: Gorey and depressing themes!! Read at your own risk

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servitude

You gasp below the weight of his guilt.

while I choke beneath the weight of yours.

And the blood that slips between my lips,

I wipe away.

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i hate you

and yet here i kneel.

begging on my knees,

not to a god i know does not exist

although that may be more effective,

but to you.

asking for some form of care which I will never receive.

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what am if not an object of pleasure

meat for you to sink your teeth into

gnawing away at what held me together 

because my only purpose is to nourish you

water for you to sip until i run dry

heaving as i drip down your effervescent skin

taking me in as fast or as slow as you feel

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The creation of adam 

Reach out to him,

Yet we may never touch.

My creation,

Which may only exist in my mind. 

If i may hold his body in mine or not does not matter

As i grieve as if he is real regardless

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Spew

There's ants in your lungs.

Drown them in your spit

Drown yourself in the process.

Smash them between the flesh 

Smash yourself down with them.

Still they emerge.

They drink your acids and eat your flesh

The more you put in the more they get.

Doctors say they will help,

They will bash your head in. 

Doctors say you’re crazy,

You are.