Artistically Inclined Yet Feel Stuck.

I miss having time to create. Really miss painting and drawing as much as I used to. Though, the hustle and bustle and constant grind of life puts those things on a halt. Most of the time more than anything. The needs of life and that which controls me often outweighing the the wants of me. I find myself searching for a inkling of inspiration to get myself in the mode. At times it works and i feel myself uplifted. Even to a point I almost make it to that empty canvas log enough to fill it. But then again, most times I find myself fighting against a creative block from all the stressors hindering me. All of which makes me anxious, at times unbearably so.