I found my problem lolz

I found out why I am upset.

its bc I'm not in a band. Like I get such a strong h8 and jealousy of watching other ppl do what I dream.

I sound insane but like thats what I feel. After highschool I missed like being in the bassist in the band I was in.

yes my highschool had a band with like eight other ppl. Like a rock band. drums, guitars. yk?

I fr had a freak out one day bc I just didn't want 2 be working my WHOLE life doing retail and other shitty jobs. 

bc I knew what I wanted 2 do but was made fun of. 

so I'm like trying 2 find ppl who have the same style or like who NEED a bassist. 

bc i'm not going 2 be miserable my whole life

-robbie/eli