Late night thought

Sorry, really long. Late night thoughts.

This week has been just a wave of up and down 

emotions… lot of you know this time of year Is always the hardest so I just want to say thank you to everyone who has reached out/commented on my post.. 

I Needed a sorta of reset. 

I Sat back and watched something that really helped me think about my path and a reminder of something. How much people believe(d) in me, especially my mom and dad… and the reason I’m out here. 

Here’s what I’m doing..

I’m in a metal band with Hermes, but I’m

Also writing side music because there is a different sound that I want to do that isn’t metal for balance. Contrary to popular belief, I love singing acoustic more than metal, however I still enjoy the metal and this will help me balance it out.

I finally got in a Photoshoot that I wanted to do with Gia, rather than doing photoshoots that don’t allow me to capture what I really love to l capture.  I can’t wait for you to see the other photos we took. I don’t mind capturing performances but all of you know where my love of photography lies. It’s much harder to get shoots here though which sucks but I’m

Working on it.

I have only done one thing Film related out here that I really wanted to with Jessica Marlo, which I really wanted to do after doing a live version of it. However, besides that, I haven’t been able to meet with other creatives and write something or actors and that part bothers me. I’m trying to find a way to change that. I have so many ideas that I haven’t been able to share with anyone and I need to get it out..

Started a Business with Caroline, and tbh With everything going on, I have made a few mistakes that I am working on and have been addressed. However, we had our very first Emo night and it was a success. If you know me, you know I have no problem admitting if I’ve done something wrong. Addressing it and working on it shows that I actually care about what I am doing. 

I moved here to Vegas to achieve a dream that some people said would be impossible and I have a hard time giving up when it’s something I really want and I have a promise to keep. I know my mind is not going to be the best in the coming months and I’ve said so much now that I may be very quiet about it and you’ll never know how I am.  Just know that I am working on it. 

Anyways.. that’s it.