outlast trials

for the past few days, i have been obsessing over the outlast games (excluding the second one).

it's a franchise that's been dear to me ever since i was 11-12 years old, since it was the very first media to scare the shit out of me while also keeping me intrigued, not wanting to stop looking.

i love love LOVE horror, but i'm also a coward and relatively stupid, so i'm more than satisfied just watching someone else's playthrough of whatever horror game i'm interested in.

that is no longer the case with outlast trials. i feel an almost primal need to own and play this game it's the customization

unfortunately, i only have an old macbook from 2017 that can't even run steam anymore. don't own a ps4 either.

so i guess i'll just have to be satisfied with continuing to watch other people play the game i want to play for a little bit longer.