Rando journal dump

The past weeks, I have been honestly losing motivation in doing school (Who wouldn’t..). But honestly, I think I’m working back up to where I used to be, and my ROD&BFFE has really helped out with getting my motivation back, with lots of friend loves and exchanging snacks.

Another thing, I somewhat miss my EX xC!!1 I seriously loved the lesbo relationship I had with them, but like they were a total douche when we were in our post relationship friendship. I mean I get it, I did some things that I’m not proud of, but I had been trying for them, like ughh!!! But I most definitely got over them at this point, I feel like they only used me as a bad habit coping mechanism or a punching bag over time! But it’s probably just me thinking that way who knows! Xp

And recently, this one guy at my school is TOATS cute, like an ugly cute! My friend used to like him and is an op so he’s kind of off-limits…But I’ll just admire him from a distance >U<—

His French is super attractive, kind of wish there was a Scottish cutie in my school though..Oh well!1

Lastly, I have been getting back into drawing again, my style is a bit rusty but I’ll keep at it! Maybe soon I’ll practice getting into actual human anatomy more so I can do bodies more easily <333

So far I’m doing well with side by side comparisons with my drawing and a photo without tracing or anything, so that’s pretty good!1 I’ll deffo try and post my artworks on here more often, more journal schlop later!!!