my school

I don't like being at my new school very much, my parents force me to be at this type of school.

I feel alone, without friends or social life. I have 5 friends but I don't feel good with them at all, I feel alone and excluded, I don't know if I can last any longer in this school. 

I'm normal in a school of weirdos, although I try to make everyone like me, I overthink too much. I know that I'm not the center of the universe, but when I hear laughter behind me or to the side, I think that they are laughing at my hairstyle or the words I say, I would like to go back to those old days where I was in a school that I liked and I felt too comfortable with my classmates and friends. now I feel so bad I hate going to school it seems like hell to be there 

I hope my parents realize that forcing me to do things is not going to make me a better person nor is it going to make me find love for studying. 

I hate my school and I hate my environment 

TOKIO HOTEL is my only refuge in this life that I have to lead.

Thank you.

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