school

i hate hate HATE school so much, it makes me genuinly sick to stomach walking to school, people push their friends into me so i hit the lockers, people throw shit at me, call me horrible stuff, and for what, i hate walking past my old friends, theyre in a differnt year (grade) then me, so im not in there class but i see them alot in the halls and stuff and i want to cry when i see them and it doesnt help that my friend shouts at them, its funny in the moment but one day they will snap and call me names, they will make fun of my weight, call me a slut etc, and idk how ill take that, people hate me for no reason at all, and the teachers omg they make me want to scream, a teacher said to me "well all schools are loud" when i was talking to her about how overwelming i find class, like wtf is wrong with you im clearly struggling and they dont give a shit

(sorry for saying a lot i just have a lot of stuff on my mind rn, will post something positive next dw guys)