I've never really been too keen on blogging. Not that I'm against it, but just that I've never considered doing it since I feel I don't have much to say. But yet I'm someone who can talk about little things for hours on end and will talk your ear off. I guess having another person to talk to makes it easier, rather than essentially talking to myself.
1st (and maybe only) Blog
We have exactly 2 weeks to go until our flight. I'm excited as well as nervous. I've never been on a plane before. Hell, I've never even left the state, and here I am jumping on a plane to a new state almost 3000 miles away that I've never been to, leaving everything I know and love behind. But it's worth it. California isn't what it used to be. I don't see kids having a real childhood here unless you live on the outskirts in the desert. My son is my priority, and I want him to have a great life. I want him to have what I didn't - a chance.
We still have a lot left to do, and it seems like we're just so disorganized, but there's a little bit of structure in the chaos. The closer it gets, the more the desire to get things done grows. A lot of it just needs to be dumped, and a few can be sold. We just need to do it and stop procrastinating so it's not all left at the last minute.
Sometimes I feel like I just need a mental break from all the stress, and that's why I've been in a kind of limbo and end up sitting at the table playing test hands with my MtG decks. It always feels like everything is on my shoulders and it's really hard to deal with it. I'm trying. That's all I can really say.
I may consider writing another blog, it kind of helps to let what's in my head out. I'm sure it's really uninteresting, though. Anyways ...