september updates

hello to this new updates blog.

this month i've started my (hopefully) last year of school and it currently seems to be as hard as the past years.
the only thing is that, whenever i come home, i'm not sure of what to do after lunch since i've deleted most of my social medias (aside from tumblr, deviantart and discord). i have considered picking up that damn badly translated copy of Moby Dick i own but i can't even get myself to read more than 10 pages per session. i think i should leave it alone for now and get myself a better translated copy. rn i think i'll stick to my school literature book for my reading sessions.

last weeked (14 September) i went to see Laibach live at Portoroz!! it was awesome and i got myself the Opus Dei shirt with the Great Seal and a WAT pin. now that i think of it i should've gotten the Volk pin but oh well, its too late. ONE THING i hate is that, while waiting for the concert to start, me and my mother (who i went to the show with) were standing outside the venue and a man walked out beside us to smoke; my mother looked at the man, who smiled at her, and wasn't sure of from where she recognised the face from. it was the singer of Laibach. IT WAS FUCKING MILAN FROM LAIBACH, SMOKING OUTSIDE BESIDE US AND SMILING AT MY MOTHER. and she, as the idiot i and her are, she dragged me away to "get some food" because she got creeped out. i'm murdering someone ;-; . I COULD'VE GOTTEN AN AUTOGRAPH. (btw this is the second this the main singer of a band stands beside me (this happened with Machine Girl too btw (at least they sung at my face while in the pit))).

anyway, i think that start of october i will go see Einstürzende Neubauten (i will never remember their name) and hopefully they do a cool performance too.

okay besides all of that;
i think that all summer i haven't listened to much music but now that school started again i'm keeping in loop Laibach, Foetus and the pAper chAse. i also set my (samsung) phone to extra battery saver + greyscale screen and it might've affected that boredom i have now. I also finished another sketchbook! on my new one i already doodled Adriano Celentano (why he looks hot in the Prisencolinensinainciusol MV ???), my oc Alojzy, and my sona (?) with the Laibach shirt, my favourite hat with the pin and military boots. oh i also belive i might have a bit of interest in the WW2 aesthetic in a "why all those clothes and pins and architecture are cool T-T" kind of way.

okay i think thats all bye.