Sept 15, 2024

Im really tired today and i had alot to do! giving both my granny and dog a bath and taking out the trash and giving myself a bath and straightening out my room and working on crafts for the festival im going to in october. Well while i was resting i watched a really good video about bsd mori and it completely solidified my opinion on him. I already didnt think he was a um child liker but this video had really good information in it. here is the video, its really good i highly recommend watching it. the creator also has another bsd analysis on their channel so watch that as well.

so im not a super fan of bsd, ive only watched the anime but im thinking of reading the manga and the spin offs as well. i think with the spin offs i will start with beast since it seems really interesting. 

my hallucinations were really bad today, fredrickson was going crazy yelling at me and telling me to do bad things. wont go into it cuze its pretty bad what he tells me to do.

anyways besides him i also had whispering by wormy today and well lets just say that i hate that parasite.

my pain was also very bad today, mostly in my back and ankles like always. i did put rub on the areias and it did help some but not alot.