i have so many alter egos i cant choose which to stick with

idk if im using the term alter egos right tbf BUT IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IUT. maybe its more so ideals or what not. okay so basically i cant choose between living my life and being this tomie ish black haired heart eater or a Christine from the phantom of the opera ethereal brunette. theres a lot more versions of myself i have to choose between like if i wanna be a doll, an angel, or a entity of light and purity that day. i think im gonna land on like something in-between: basically my natural hair(dark brown) and sort of a dark coquette (i hate to use that term) sort of morute. ill be a lil bit of everything but myself at the same time. i think thats the perfect ver of myself.