September 15th 2024

 I’m so tired as of writing this. It’s 5:11 and I wanna sleep but I can’t bc I need to get up at 6:00 tmmr. I’m glad I only have a 4 hr work day tmmr those are so quick and they’re my fav, I’m just sad I done get a lunch break. I get out of work 30 mins before my mom’s lunch break tho so maybe I can have it with her!

 Anyways at work my manager was super nice when I asked abt my rate for time off being denied, my anxiety had me shaking and feeling nauseous the night before but it wasn’t that bad after I had just asked her! Also I got to eat well today! Mac and cheese, cookies, ice cream, they were all low cal “healthy” alternatives so it was okay for me, I also just needed to feel better today after being sad abt the denied req. 

 At work there was this very sweet man who told me and another lady that we looked like angels, I was smiling for a while afterwards. He was special needs, he was with mother man and a woman caring for them both. It was rlly the highlight of my day I’m so happy abt it.

 Not much else happened today but it was a good day, I’m happy. Ocean avenue played in the Walmart at 6 am this morning and it’s nearly 12 hours later and it’s stuck in my head LOL.