I've had an epiphany since turning 20

[yes, it happened two days ago what's ur point?]

[also happy belated birthday xx_burn1ng_h0ll0w_xx !! I hope u enjoyed ur 18th]

Okay so maybe I didn't "have an epiphany" but I think I just came to terms with it and felt like it was something I could actually work towards now.

What am I talking about? 

Being mallgoth and also pretending like I'm not living in the year of our devil 2024

This means downgrading as much as I can take it.

Also as much as I can while still actually being able to use the stuff with little to no issues.

I already have a portable CD player that was a birthday gift and I'm seeing if I can get any CRT-TVs (which i've actually been looking into for months now) They're all crazy expensive and I want one where the VHS works which I guess is harder than it seems...

I also have a digi-cam which is great but also my video cam fucking broke (oops me). I want a Panasonic one to replace this one since the one that broke kinda sucked to begin with.  never did much with it.

I'm taking this with media too. Honestly it probably won't last long but if I can I'm gonna pick something pre-2000 to watch/listen to as my first choice.

Okay maybe that's a lot but if it's not authentic it'll take me out of it and make me feel like a trendwhore.

Trendwhore

/trendhôr/ • noun

Someone who goes from one subculture to the next when

seeing that it is ever so slightly trendy, even if they don't

know what the actual CULTURE behind the subculture.

Related terms- [poser]

Anyways, all this to say that I've been watching Daria all day and listening to Korn on my CD player.

Till next blog entry

xoxo

-Frankie Fearsome