Idk

Ik how others romanticise pain, suffering and accidents and find people who have been through that as attractive and i can see if it were a real person most of those people wouldn't care. That's not my case, i want a guy who's been through the worst of the worst, someone who would be loyal simply because the world wouldn't want him, someone in so much pain its a miracle he's alive. I want him to be burnt or scarred all over, a face no one will dare look at, one he is embarrassed of. I want to give him comfort, i want him and only him. I can't find him, but i want only him. I want to be his world because he doesnt belong to this world. I'll give him what he wamts if he stays, if i can take care of him. Its not sick its just who i will love.