HOMESCHOOL!! :<

I see everyone on here, or even people on TT talk about how school sucks and how they hate going. But honestly I WISH i  could go to real school. This will sound insensitive at first, but I've been homeschooled for 6 years, I got pushed into homeschool because i was being bullied so hard. But its been my biggest mistake ever!! :< I had no friends before getting into homeschool, so now I've been isolated and friendless from society for all the years ive been homeschooled. It sucks!! :( I havent left the house in those years, and i hardly interact with anyone even online. That's because i dont really know how to make friends, and my social anxiety is through the roof...! :<

Had a toxic friendgroup, so i had to drop some, but then they all  turned around and started hating me. Even my bestfriend of 7 years sided with them :<

I really hope i can make friends on here, I dont know what'll happen to my adult self if i dont try now :<

Its not even like im really learning from homeschool, it gives me such a lack of motivation, knowing i could just look up all the answers and copy and paste it so easily. I feel so dumb, like i havent learned anything in years...