Lost in Thought

It’s been a week since my last blog post. Honestly, I want this to be something simple, something personal from my life as a cat 😺.

Did you know that I’m kind of an overthinker? Probably because of my parents, who never really praised my successes. They always seemed to be too stressed or broke to offer any kind words. I can't say it was all bad—there were some decent moments—but those were rare. I often feel this deep sense of loneliness that’s hard to explain. It’s not your typical loneliness; it’s something else, something I can’t quite put into words. 

What I long for is just a simple hug from someone I care about deeply (yes, that girl I’m still in love with). But I made a mistake... a serious one. The kind of mistake called cheating. I regret it so much. And sometimes, I can't believe she forgave me because I didn’t deserve it. I care about her more than I can explain. 

Anyway, back to reality. Like I said, my parents...

Sometimes, they don’t listen to me. At all. They make rash decisions, or they get so wrapped up in their own problems that they forget about me. I know I’m 20, but I wish I could get just a little appreciation from them—just a few kind words to lift me up. Unfortunately, that’s not something I get. Instead, I’ve only experienced moments where my mom cries after accomplishing something, or my parents make decisions that push people away. 

Honestly, I’ve reached a point where I can’t take it anymore. I just want to get away from everyone and everything...

See ya 😺