stupid ramble dont read

dont read this theres only one person who knows what this is about and he shouldnt be reading this either!

welllll im nervous because i know that we're seriously gonna have to talk about that whole gf thing SOON. and im bad at feelings and expressing them and he's.. him so he's gonna say something terrible that's gonna hurt me probably. and you know im not at all looking forward to it. but he's a pussy and so he won't change anything and so i gotta tell him that IM ABOUT TO FUCKING LOSE IT!!!! IM GONNA SNAP! well that was aggressive but.. ya know! there's way more details i could get into but i dont wanna so bye