Disobedient iPad

Last night was a pan my ass as I was trying to resurrect an old Apple account, I’m not gonna tell you what is but anyways I was trying to resurrect the Apple account and I ended up pulling out more hair than anything else already don’t have enough hair on one so I’d because I shaved that side of my head, but now I have two sides of my head that are equally as short because I kept ripping my hair out because I was so aggravated what happened was I could not create a new Apple account because every time they knew they would want money the next thing I know I was trying to get my old one back up and was being a pain in the ass again trying to deal with this situation at hand really I was just trying to find a way to  get my old account !  Then my iPad did something really ridiculous with my help of course because it can’t do things on its own. That being said I was locked out of my iPad for 24 hours. It was a pain in my ass. I also when I went to bed last night that stroke a midnight. I found that I lost my phone and I just dissociated! I do have a lot of trauma in my life, a lot of PTSD and some dissociative that being said that associative showed up yesterday as I couldn’t remember Jack all! That being said was being stupid and I was too proud to admit then I finally realized that I needed some help and had to talk to someone there association was that bad and I wanted to break my iPad because it was disobedient. let’s put it that way. Just try to make it more funny than it already Isn’t! 

So I went to bed that night and I fell asleep in a uneasy sleep then I decided I’m gonna use the misbehaving iPad to find my phone trying to get an apple account made another one just to hear the phone ring and I snatch the phone from the floor I don’t know why I didn’t look at the goddamn floor And then I fell asleep. Maybe something was going right for once it is Friday the 13th after so it does mean things are gonna go wrong and soon enough as far as my emotional state was concerned there’s gonna be a full moon if you ever want an excuse for my behaviour that being said, I was very annoyed about everything and I didn’t like the idea that I  could not do anything at this time. It was starting to drive me a little bonkers and it was more than if I was threatening to break my iPad yeah that was a very charming night to be had. There were other behaviors. I will admit to, but I don’t wanna start a blog on the wrong foot! I had to deal with

Then this afternoon, the iPad decided it was gonna work with my help as well just like it decided not to work with my help. It decided to work on being better as well as with my help to do so that being said it’s kind of strange that these things can actually Sense your mood I don’t know how it is, but it’s just that case it’s kind of strange to be honest with you from last night. I was angry and then the second I was at peace it Finally worked!  

So ends the saga