Tape 1

" The Hero turns to look inside, is destroyed by what he sees, and is redeemed. "

- Hatchet - He/It - 9/13/2024

Today has been exhausting. I attempted to create a hexxit 1 and 2 server, though unfortunately the first is broken and will not work regardless of the method. The second will simply not work due to too little ram, which could be fixed though I'd rather not ask my friends to buy more ram, and perhaps new motherboards and ram to make this work. It's frustrating, but I'm happy either playing on my own or playing non-modded minecraft with them.

Aside from that I've been alright, managing my pain with some good weed though need to stock up on edibles again soon. Hoping it can make it tolerable enough to sit in front of the sewing machine and finally make this bandana with this fabric that I've had forever. Also want to add some lace to it, just to make it look nice, since regular fabric despite the pattern might look plain. Desperately need it, too, since I'm not getting a haircut anytime soon and need this mop out of my face.

I also need to find a therapist and psychiatrist, seeing as I haven't seen one for almost half a year now and I'm going to run out of my anxiety medication at some point. Plus ADHD medication could be beneficial to me and prevent much rotting on the couch and staring at the TV. All day.

I hope you all have a good day, make sure to take care of yourselves.