Sad

As we go into the holiday season this is the first one I will have with no family. Lost my mom the beginning of August. In the last 4 years I have lost the 3 people I had in my family. I do have my daughter but she is a teen (17) so I don't see her much because she lives with her mother and has a life, and she knows I wont interfere with that. This is a very sad time for me. But this is why I was the one my  family called on for everything because they knew I was the one to do what needed to be done, or to take care of the issue, or fix what needed to be fixed. I was known as the black sheep, but also the strong one. But right now the strong one is getting weak and needs some strength and would like something to give so I can take a break for once. But hey that my issue and to those who read this, just remember tell the ones you love  that you love them as much as you can and never turn down spending time with them because time is short and tomorrow isn't guaranteed!!!!