I'm baaaack (i think...)

Hellos!! (^з^)-☆Chu!!

I'm not sure if anyone even reads these...But if not that's okie! I would mainly be writing these entries like diary entries anyways...

But yeah, I have not logged on here for a hot minute. After being obsessed with it for a few months, it seems like I completely forgot it existed...oopsies.

But now that I'm back, I'm going to make the most of it! Maybe explore the site a little more, and read other's blogs too. I just have such an appreciation for this site, and all the nostalgic features it offers ^.^ 
I know this is tmi, but a little life update, my mental health has not been doing the best lately, especially with these cold winter months just around the bend. But I've been trying to take each day as it comes. Sometimes that's all you really can do.
And I know I'm not alone. Though it makes me sad others suffer with depression and anxiety, it can also be comforting to know we are, in a sense, going through it together.

It just makes living as an adult feel like you're playing life on hard mode sometimes. Basic self-care rituals and just doing the bare minimum to take care of yourself feels like the hardest thing in the world.
To be fair, I've just been raw-dogging the situation. I don't see a therapist, or take medication. But eventually I will look into it. It's hard to take the initiative sometimes, but I know it will be helpful in the end.