sighs out loud

Im gonna be so honest i love anything that has to do with goth, and i wanna try it so much. But living in germany is horrible, atleast in my city since theres no shops where to buy clothes or ANYTHIHG.

Please, if anyone has any suggestions on what type of clothes would fit the best to try and from where to order them that would be great.

Same with music i really need some ideas on what singers/bands i should listen next cause i dont have a lot of songs that i can listen to. Any suggestion is appreciated!1!1!