September 11th

This week has been pretty uneventful, aside from MAP testing today nothing of note really happened? Gave an apple a dolphin tramp stamp. Oh and gonna have to switch GT groups. I wanna scout it out first though. Thinking one of the talk groups or gym. There's a dude who I think is really cute, I'd love to know more about him but have no clue which group he's in. 

When I say cute I mean like insanely cute. Didn't really notice him before but over summer break he gained some weight and now? WOAH MOMMA!! He seems like a nice guy, though a bit reserved. He's probably a lot more talkative outside of school. Going absolutely feral internally whenever I see him.  I wanna gnaw on this guy like one of them jawbreaker candies.

I don't know the last time something like this happened. Istg it's the testosterone or smth. Speaking of which, I've got no clue what to do with my facial hair. Definitely gonna shave the neckbeard again, however when it comes to my actual face it's a lot more confusing. I mean should I just let it grow out? Kinda interested about like the density pattern? On the other hand I have no idea how it's gonna look.

Still figuring out how I wanna dress and such. Moving away from dark colors though, I don't want to be wearing black for the rest of my life. I also want to go out more, my sister has an electric longboard that I figure I can ask to borrow. That'd really help with how much I'm able to get around independently. I'd walk but even with my mobility aid it gets painful pretty quickly.

To sleepwalk through life would be a mistake. I ain't tryna live life like that. Boarding around town is the LEAST I should do.