chat is this normal????

I like just learned that most of the thoughts and things that I do aren't normal???? Like turns out not everyone gets intrusive thoughts. And like I'm talking about like actual intrusive thoughts, NOT impulsive. impulsive thoughts are like "what if I cleaned and rearranged my whole room right now?" and like most people get them. but intrusive thoughts are like "what if I stab my dad with the knife I'm holding right now?" and like ID NEVER DO THAT. I WANNA MAKE THAT CLEAR. but I have intrusive thoughts like all the time and turns out not everyone does!!!! and like a lot of  the stuff I do has led back to maybe OCD. like I have to wear my bracelets and rings in a certain order and if I don't then I'll die. like I think something horrible is going to happen. and like when I'm home alone I get like extremely paranoid about there being people in my house so I go and close all the blinds, lock all the doors, lock the windows, check the locks again, check the locks AGAIN, and like do a bunch of other stuff. and like I remember when I was like 9ish I was driving with my family and we whittnessed someones car flip over on the road bc they turned to fast. and like obvi that's a really scary thing to whittness and any normal person would be scared but I obsessed over my car flipping for like a week straight. whenever I was in the car and i would freak out and stare at the speedometer the whole car ride and whenever it would go over the speed limit I thought we would crash and die. and like whenever I'm talking to someone I have to check my phone bc what if it magically started recording and then sent itself to whoever I was talking about???? and like I obbsess over numbers like my weight and my grades where irs like the ONLY thing I can think abt. and like idk i thought all of this was normal but ig not