9/10/24 /ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ

sydney w.                                                                                                      9/10/24 

Q: how was your day, sydney?               

 A:      so, remember how i was sick? well. i woke up at 3am with the most painful sore throat i've ever experienced. I told my dad and he let me stay home! i kind of just suffered all day in unhygienic snotty misery. and bloody too - MY PERIOD STARTED TODAY. OF ALL DAYS, MY SICK DAY!!?!?!? UGHH!! i watched like an entire season of saiki k and listened to a lottt of music. i also started working on a uquiz, which is fun!

 Q: what's on your mind, sydney?

  A:      right now i can't think straight because it feels like my nose is burning (i used too many tissues and now the skin on my nose is raw) and my head feels like it itself is full of snot. i guess what i'm thinking about is the presidential debate because it's about to start, though. i've also been thinking about the stupid diy emotional development i have to do - i realized my sense of compassion is also stunted compared to others. God, why didn't u make the emotions i lack, like, anger or fear or something?! i hate having to do mental excercises in order to form basic emotions.

 Q: what did today sound like?

  A:      today was a mix because there really was no tone to set - it was a sick day, after all. so, imagine an almost full range of music, from folk to j-punk. that was today's listening history!

song of the day : my world by illit

meals today : 2/3

current mood : INSANELY SICK

current time : 8:23

albums listened : 6 ! super real me (illit), the self titled garbage album, odds & ends (dido), the saya no uta ost, fantastic (toy-box) and oil of every pearl's un-insides (sophie)

todays rating : 4/10