erm.. random thoughts I've had lately !!! :P

sooo basically erm does anyone else like LOOOOOVE being cringy? like omg I absolutely love being cringe AF LOLOLOL ..... literally life gets so much better when you drop those stupid fake friends and be a loner or something !!! :OOO having no friends but being yourself is so fun I swear ... even tho I LOVE have friends .... if they match my vibe and energy ofc... my old friends were so fake I swearrrrrr...... but like were not going to get into that story... erm anyways I love being cringe, but ik that I'm not going to like it much when I start dressing the way I want.... cause I live in a VERY bland area, literally everyone dresses in plain clothes (nothing wrong with that!!) but the clothes that I want to wear are very bright or different then the way everyone else dresses in my area ... also I just have BAD social axiety too SOOOOO that'll probably be the key issue... erm anyways ... DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO BUY CHEAP SCENE/EMO CLOTHES/ACCESSORIES ????????? just comment on this blog if you do because I NEEEEEEED TO KNOWWWWWW .............. oh and BTW I LOOOOOOOVE NYAN CAT SMMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!! :3 its so cute I want to explode....... and it lowkey makes me want pop tarts even tho the strawberry pop tart doesn't taste the same as it did a few years ago... :[ ...... my favorite pop tart flavor is cookies n cream !!!! its so yummy !! its like eating an Oreo for breakfast... Im not allowed to eat Oreos anymore :'[ ..... my mom found out there's a s@t@nic simble on the cookie and now I cant eat them.... (I don't know if shes right or wrong...) (BTW IM VERY SORRY IF YOUR A SATANIST AND THIS IS DISRESPECTFUL) I just wanted to say why Im not allowed to eat them anymore .... OMG.... I LOOOOOOOVE SCOTTY VANITY SMMMMMMMMMMMMM AHHHHHHHHH ONE OF HIS SONGS JUST CAME ON HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHHE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg I might explode..... I think he may be my new number 1 favorite artist now .... BTW does anyone know how many months listeners count as underground? because my brother told me the artist/band is underground if they only have 50,000 monthly listeners or less......... so if anyone knows the EXACT number please tell me !!!!!!!!!!! okay ima stop yapping for a while now and I'ma end this blog ..... BYEEEEEEEE LOVELIESSSSSSSSSSSSS <33333333333