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There's always at some point at your life that you have a lot of goals and dreams that you accomplish but somehow you always think that it's hard and there's no one that support's you and that it's impossible to make all your dreams come true . Well I been struggling all my life even in high school , when I was a freshman in high school I thought that it would be awesome but I was totally wrong . I used to be harrassed and alot of rumors about me that I was a whore when I never did things that was out of line . I started acting up not caring anymore and from all the stress my grades started to go down I felt hopeless and lonely . I remember there was one girl she made my life very misarable in High School and hated me a lot and I had no idea why she hated me so much when I never did her any wrong . She used to make alot of rumors , and one time she wanted me to me to be expelled that I remember that I was in the hall going to the restroom when I got back she was fake crying that I cut her wrist .
I remember they sent me to the clinic and check if there was blood under my nails which was super absurd because I didn't do anything to her and the cops was almost called . By sophmore year she moved and things got better for me , and junior and senior year was super better . I made new friends met new cool people and my best friend leslie that i met junior year and are still very good friends until this day . I always told myself are things ever going to get better , well life is not perfect but there will always be good times coming for you .
In high school I used to always skip and always end up in school suspension all the time even though all i did was eat chips and watch a movie and sleep when I was done with all my work . that got me to my grades to drop low but by senior i decided to really get serious and got my GPA up. By the time i graduated I decided not to go to school and was not sure what to clearly do with my life otherwise that I really do enjoy doing photography . I started working and always be having a bad time looking for jobs that pay well. I used to work for L.A Fitness and I did love working there but they paid me only 7.50 an hour plus commission and if you did not make more than your hourly they would of taken all of the commission that made based on the memberships and just my hourly which really sucks . At the beggining the boss was really nice but then not so much , I remember I told him that my mother was getting married at friday and got mad at me that I was super inresponsible and also said that I can't do personal training contracts he raised his voice at me and said that he does not need me so I was like you know what I do not need this at all I quit .
By time I realized that I need to get my shit together and study and become someone and life and become a wealthy independent woman . A thing about me is that I am very ambitious , not in a bad way in a good way. I don't want to be worrying oh I don't have enough money for this or that or specially depend on a man , trust me I hate depending on people specially on a man . I'll rather make my own money and hustle, get a good car, get my own place . There's times that the impossible can actually be possible you just make it impossible because your thinking negative everything is possible if you believe in yourself and keep your head up and say I got this . No matter how many times you fall always get back up because if you simply give up you won't achieve anything in life or become successful. Now I am going to major in communications journalism , and I think that I am going to do great and I am going to become someone .
If you are feeling down , depressed with anxiety and say that you are not good enough or that I am never going to achieve what you want , guess what get up and say that you can do this because everything is possible no matter how though your case is . There's always someone that been through tough times but that only made them stronger and they are who they are today because of that .
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