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i feel waaaay better than a few days ago. idk if it was a cold or whatever, but i feel like im cured so YAAAAY.
i'm currently excited for my new headphones that are abt to come tmrw. WEEEEEEEEEE
i'm starting to feel lonely a lot these days. like REALLY FUCKIN LONELY. i mean, at school is okay, i dont really have friends, but i get along with almost anybody. it just all feels lonely af. like nobody knows i'm there. i don't mind being alone sometimes, but sometimes it would be nice to have a peer wit me. but i realistically have like 2 real friends and they mostly don't have time.
i'm also exhausted from the fuckin young couples i see every day everywhere. they suck my blood. i don't mean any harm to them, hell naw. it's just frustrating to see them on every fuckin step. fuck. i shouldn't be this mean.
i hope this music shit will get me better. i don't wanna fall back again.
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SNAGGZ
ik that girl friendships n guy friendships r different, but ive never had an experience where someone said they were "too busy to hang out" for more than a week without it being an excuse because they didnt want to. i could be wrong tho!! we also live in different continents so maybe the friendship culture's different too. regardless, once more kids get 2 know u, i think u'll find the right ppl :)
its mainly school that gets in the way. one of my friends is on an agrotech school plus he's training handball, but we meet up lie once a month, so it's not so bad. with the other we know eachother for just like two weeks and we still didn't manage to meet up somewhere and it probably won't be anytime soon, cuz of the flood warnings here.
the culture isn't that different i think, i don't know where you live, but i honestly have no idea about "friend culture" so yeah
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oh that makes sense, ig me being in hs gives me way more time to socialize than haha. and abt the friend culture thing i meant whats common 2 do 4 a hangout, like @ my last country (new zealand) u js walk wherever and loiter 2 hang out, but where i am now its harder 2 meet like that since its a big non-walkable city so yeah :)
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hs u mean high school, im in high school too and i barely talk to anybody there
by stiggs; ; Report
oh i couldve sworn u were 18 my bad!!
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youre alright
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ztrnpb
im real glad to see you're doing better in that department, stiggsticks!! BB] also, whats dat aboot couples eh! it really isn't a big thing at all, why would ye ever wanna be like em! for me at least, i'm wayyy better off without it ::3 ya should start looking at it like.. 'ew romance..' XXD, get even bettar soon!
thats the first time somebody called me stiggssticks :D. anyway, thankya for the recommendation lul
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foshore mellowstiggs! remember; romance isnt all that good. its WHACK sometimes!!! BB] focus on getting happier and shiz for now! i believe in you. you can do this.
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thanks bro!
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