weather

I love when it rains, it just sounds so nice. I don't know myself anymore, I don't understand my decisions, it's like I'm making them but someone else in me is too, like I have no control over it. I don't recognize myself anymore it's like someone else is moving my body and talking for me. I don't feel like me. It's like I'm spectating over someone else's life! (๏ᆺ๏υ)