Thoughts today 10/09/2024

I graduate school in around two months, if I finish all these assignments and pass of course. I'm worried about the future. Part of me wants to take a break year before I head to Uni to study psychology but also like, do I really want to put it off? I'm going to think about it for a bit, I still have some time to make up my mind.

I've been sleeping early recently so that I can wake up early to play with my friends. It's also been helping with my mental health too, I suppose. I've been feeling better during the day. 

My mum and I are going out on the weekend, to the city. We're picking out a formal dress. Formal is just what my school calls prom. I don't have a partner to go with but I have some friends attending. I don't know if you'd call them friends except for one of them, I talk to the main group occasionally but I really only keep in contact with a friend from my psychology class consistently. The theme for my formal is Royal & Regal. I saw this dress online that was perfect but I decided against getting it since I have issues with clothing textures and wasn't sure if I'd like the texture of it. That's why I'm getting a dress I can try on first, so I can feel it.

I got a new cat recently, in May. His name's Odin and he follows me everywhere. He's like a biological child of mine. I love him. He's what keeps me going.

I've also been trying to get over my desire to have a relationship. I mean, I'm only eighteen and I have plenty of time to find someone. I shouldn't worry about it as much as I am, just feels lonely sometimes. 

I get a tattoo on the 29th of this month, and I'm really excited. It'll be my first. It's of my pet bird with some sunflowers!

I'm about to go to sleep but I thought I'd share this all, because why not. I hope whoever's reading this has a lovely day.