Rant

I hate you. More than ANYTHING. I HATE THE AIR YOU BREATHE, I HATE HOW YOU TALK, HOW YOU WALK. I HATE YOU. told you i was trying to get better; you didn't give a fuck. You still talked to me after I cried on call with you because you wouldn't leave me alone. You didn't give a fuck when you said you'd o0f your'se!f, if it ment 'I would be okay and over you' when you knew i would say anything so you wouldnt. you didn't care when you said you thought about me "everyday, every minute of every second" to make me try so hard to comfort you. You didn't care after you snorted ibuprofen on call with me when I was going through a manic episode. You didn't GIVE A FUCK WHEN I BEGGED YOU TO LET ME GET BETTER. YOU STALKED ME. YOU MADE ME SCARED TO PICK UP MY PHONE. YOURE A SELFISH MANIPULATIVE PRICK. I BEGGED YOU TO GET HELP! I TRIED LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY BUT YOU JUST WANT MORE AND MORE! I'm so tired. I know you're going to get back into my life somehow, and it makes me so tired to think about, you wear me down so much. And you know it. Please please leave me alone, you make me so tired