school and life </3

been a week since school started and have been feeling burnt out the first day :,)

my mental health is super messy and school just adds on more pressure onto everything ofc.. lets hope that listening to music and staying at home most of the time will help calm me down (hopefully). a lot of irl friends dont realize how hard my life is even atp =.= all jokes aside i just want to go and lose myself in nature without ANY contact or stress (and do some silly quads :3)

other than school i have a lot of other stuff to do that i just leave behind cuz i really dont know what to do at first. keeping up with simple hygiene, cleaning out my room from old stuff, practicing my form for quads, finishing multiple cosplays at once, taking care of my fish and SOO much on..

sometimes i feel like i need a little helping hand for certain stuff bc i genuinely cant do anything anymore. i also want to ask my parents for a mobility aid since my disorder makes me have some difficulties with certain things (walking, talking/hearing) but im building up the courage to ask atm!! me personally i think i would need a cane or a pushing thingy that u can sit down on if needed, even a wheelchair can help me soo much during some hard times (it REALLY depends) 

- kali >3<