09/09/24

hi, fuckers

"sharpener's calling me again..."

-> date: monday, 09/09/24

-> time: 08:51

-> listening to: nobody puts baby in a corner - fall out boy

-> feeling: blegh

-> gender: masculine

-> orientation: idk, probably bi

i don't have a lot of time before school starts, so this'll probably be a brief one. uh, so... i graduated from the psych ward. that's something, i suppose. my david tennant and micheal sheen hyperfixation is still going real strong. school is rough. started seeing my school's autism specialist, so i guess i'm in special ed again. 

it's been a tumultuous time, however, i feel pretty optimistic i suppose. i have made some friends at school. one of which, who we'll call vee, is very nice, even though he's quite a bit older than me. it's not much of a gap in adult years, but i'm 17 and he's in his early 20s, so that's something. 

one thing to note about icelandic colleges is that there are people of all ages attending. i shared a class with a woman in her 40s last semester. that's definitely a learning experience for me, since i spent all of my school years up until college in the same primary/secondary school. 

i just hope i can stick to this friend group. vee is very cool, and he has a lot of friends, all of which are 17 and up. i guess i'm just not used to hanging around older people.

i'll be fine, socially, i think. took me a while to settle down, but i hope i've found my people.

"making up problems that don't exist / why do i let myself dream like this?"

this is aech, signing off... ☮