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AM

don't exactly know what to put here. ig this place is gonna become partially social & partially diary. kinda refreshing to have a place where i dont need to hold up major expectations or appearances like i do irl/w current friends

none of that is negative, i love the ppl in my life v much. there's just smth abt letting myself type w/e i want without worrying abt getting worried msgs abt it

all of that to say i'm fine no worries 👍 have a lot of stressful adult stuff happening

need to get a higher dose of my meds & regular appointments w a therapist. starting to be a burden to my partner & friends again, i refuse to be that way

it's just hard to keep a positive attitude & not be anxious when i'm close to losing my living situation (i'll go into that another time :p)

anyways late night (early morning—?) ramblings